I always figured not knowing what you want was a female emotion that normal men didn't experience. I feel like that though and I'm damn sure a man. It's the feeling that you don't know what to decide. One side has pros and cons and the other side has an equal amount of weight. I'm...confused.
I see life as a bunch of opportunities. Do I want to go back and do the same thing, hoping it's going to change when I've done it time and time again and it doesn't? Or do I want to give the new and let a new adventure arise? That in it of itself has plenty of contradictions and arguments within that, but do you constantly want to try and make something work if it DOESN'T? Some people don't like to switch up, or they hold on to that thought that maybe something will change. Something will give in and bend the walls that have been so hard and adament for so long.
Idk what the fuck I want. I don't like new shit. I like old shit (this is even evident with things I own -- my iPhone 3Gs had it screen cracked numerous times and I fix it everytime) -- so I'm not that "Lets try something new person". I like shit just the way it is...if it works...
I assume that's the point I'm trying to make right? If something is old but still works perfectly, why the hell do you need to upgrade? Why do you need skmething new when the old has been there, faithfully being reliable? Some people like new shit. I know several people like that. I just don't think you should give up on something old when...it's been faithful to you for so long...
As I open up my mind to my 1st post in over a month...I really do wonder where everything is headed. One thing I DO know? I'll keep moving foward...mentally and emotionally.
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