As the months continue to roll on, I condemn my advancement into letting my ex go, the attachment I once had with her disintegrating into nothingness. I still wonder if she's okay but I no longer wish to be with her, the reality of our relationship appearing before eyes no longer blinded by love. But...just read. Maybe you'll realize what I'm trying to say.
As I lie at night and gaze at the sky
I relish my mental uncertainty, thy slipping my grasp
I think, was anything ever there?
Sanity endows my frame, snared by care
Gracious when it graces my senses
Pestered by its sudden departure
And while I wonder if it'll return
My doubts are put into check when it does
Maybe I misinterpreted you?
If so, sever the attachment I formed with you
Let it sway into the darkness
Never to be recovered out of respect
My mind sighs heavily, the challenge you bring